fucking hell jesus chris

i hate everyone

and everything

i think i need to go back to the doctors.

also, if you're male

i hope you die.

da da da daa cba with all this proper typing shizzle

so, ive given up typing like a nerd for the time being as i really cbaaa!

today was shite
i went to the doctors
boo hoo was a fail of a trip
suck my dick dr heelis; and if you can see this
soz bby but you're crud.

im well looking forward to tomorrow with erainian mctomlin and gaynah and whoever else
and im seeing james ;3
cutai.
then going to gaymix with erin to probably do what i do best
yeeeep; slut.


most of all im incredibly excited for this;

PEACE.

In a mad world only the mad are sane.

I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

I've taken to not being regretful.

Easter FUUUUN

I honestly don't give a shit about anyone other than myself
"Two faced nasty little bitch"
I'M SO LOVED.

Pahaha I haven't been on here for ages, which I probably should start doing this some more, as it's a lovely way to vent my anger, which I have a lot of; firstly let's talk about wankers.

I fucking put up with you for so long and put you first and did so much for you and tried to make you happy, but no.
One little thing that prevented things and then you go off bitching calling me a "crap friend" and that I used you, DID I FUCK. Everytime I think about it, I cry due to the fact you're such a selfish little bitch. If I could I'd change what happened but obviously I can't. I'm sorry I put my family first, but you need to sort out your priorites and learn it's not always about you you selfish little bitch. I also hate boys; little twats who ignore you for ages, dump you via text and still have the fucking cheek to wear your bracellets.
FUCK YOU.

AAAAAAAH
I'm also incredibly ill, with a migrane and I have lost the ability to see out of my left eye, FUCKKKK YOU PAIN.
BUT EASTER IS HERE AND WE HAVE TWO WEEKS OFF SCHOOL

To do list;
See James, a lot.
SLEEP LIKE FUCK.
Eat.
Spend a lot of time with the girls, preferably getting incredibly messy.
And A little bit of revision ;)



I hate everyone and if someone I hate annoys me anytime soon my fist will hit them in the face incredibly hard.
Peace, love and all that shit.

Rough weekend

i haven't been on here in a while
so much has happened but bare cba to write it down

BUT MK BOWWWWWWL YEAAAAH

frist time in ages;

hmm a lot of things have happened recently; making me think i should change myself dramtically.

In one sense i should, in another, i shouldn't.
for lent i've given up drugs and smoking, it's proving to be a real diffculty.
though, if i don't do it i'll dissapoint, and i hate that.

shut it

i'm going to sort myself out
i'm going to move on
i'm gonna stop being a shit friend
i'm gonna stop being a slag
i'm going to succeed in school
i'm going to get a decent boyfriend and have a sturdy relationship with someone who'll be simply amazing and not let me down.


YES I FUCKING WELL AM AND I'M NOT GONNA BE HAPPY UNTILL I'M NOT.